Forever & always

Moved.

2009-08-22T11:18:00.000+08:00

Move to :

http://www.catslovestruck.onsugar.com/

Relink me!!^^

With love, PS
xoxo.

Our song .

2009-08-01T15:50:00.002+08:00

Sup pples. Later i'm going sakura to have buffet.^^
Was watching the show Paris Hilton's my new BFF online. Quite coolzx.
Anyway, i create a new site on onsugar.com,. I saw some famous bloggers using it.
I thought it was really pretty. Might be changing my url. See how.(:

Bye pples!^^V

They said you weren't .

2009-07-29T17:40:00.003+08:00

I'm with you.

Sup Homies. Sch was quite fun actually. These two days have been crapping ard in sch with my Besties! Had fun laughing at stupid things. Tmr we're having F&N practical! Awesome. Doing Magic Agar agar.^^
Yesterday had our IC making in the sch hall. But instead sitting in the hall. We ended up running here and there. Hahaha.
Today after sch, we dragged Valerie to go minimart with us. She keep shouting we kidnapped her. Nobody believed her anyway. hahah.
Woo. Me bday coming soon. Hmm. What shall i organised? *thinking very hard*
No idea. But i'm gonna go shopping with Besties. It's been so long since we went on a shopping trip together!):
I shall think of what to organized. hehe. Feeling hungry now!!! Gonna go get my dinner soon alr.
Boyf is probably sleeping now. He's tired! Hope he get a nice nice rest.^^

Me gonna go do hw liao. Byezxs!^^

5

2009-07-28T21:55:00.003+08:00

Me here just for a short post. Today's a very special day. hehe.
I shall not say anything abt sch b'cuz it's so boring. (!)

Happy Fifth Month Love!^^
Me love you tons!♥♥♥

Thanks for being there whenever i need you.
No one could ever replace you in my heart.^^

Piss Off.

2009-07-27T20:00:00.004+08:00

Me got insulted today!):
This morning, we need to hand in the photo for IC making.
Then my photo the picture, i wearing singlet. I even used for my passport alr.
But my fucking good form teacher scold me and say i no self worth. I wear singlet only = no self worth. Sad anot. I wear so many times liao. Wear singlet = very cheap ah?-'-

Somemore she still say horh, when i get married liao, my husband will leave me one, cos he love me for the wrong reasons. wtf. She saying my husband will love me for my body lah. Not me lah.
Wah. Very sad horh. She fortune teller, can tell my marrige ending one.^^ Better don't get married lah. Later my husband leave me, i will be damn sad one.):

Who hear this not angry lah?

Thank you for your reminder ah. If i get married horh, and if can last for 20 years, i sure bring him go your hse and say " My husband got leave me ah? ".

Like that insult pple one. I tell my mother & father.):

Had PE this morning this morning. I fell down leh. hahah. Throw face or what?
But nvm. I got scratches on my palm and side of my knees. Sad.
Josephinee also fell down. She's my partner man!!! \m/

I got some pics. Took these druing EL.^^

Sheena doing the hair spinning thingy. Act chio. haha.

Pictures inside featuring: Sheena Tang, Valerie Tay & Josephinee Ng!^^

Sch is such a bitch.
Bye pples!^^

Knock you down.

2009-07-26T16:21:00.002+08:00

Me is effing bored now!
Got some pics to upload but my blogger is still having problem. Damn blogger.
So fast tmr is sch alr. Boring.):
I miss Boyf now. I think i say alot of times alr. heheh.
kay. whatever. I'm gonna watch online movie probably to kill time.^^

Bye.

My blogger is fine alr. ^o^

blogger sucks .

2009-07-25T10:20:00.001+08:00

My "new post" page on blogger is so screwed up.-'-
I might not be blogging so frequently. Anyway, nobody's will be reading. So, whatever. Hope you have a nice day.
Bye.

It's all about me .

2009-07-22T16:12:00.003+08:00

Me is happy now.
Me hate bitch.-'-
Me jealous now.
Me hates you.
Me wants candy.
Me lurb you.
Me hates bimbos.-'-
Me dislike sch.
Me gonna blog in my Live journal.
Me say goodbye.

And last, Me miss Yeauzhengyuan. hehe.

Me love the song No promises by Shayne ward!!!

Wished you could see the way i see you .

2009-07-19T20:46:00.006+08:00

Hey peeps! My blog is so dead. Shld i remove it? *hmmmm*

Anyways, went out with my bitch on Saturday. Waited for her again, i'm always so early. Then she always late. haha. Went to Pioneer or whatever you spell it, to have my haircut, cos the hairdresser i want has move to there alr. We went to Yew tee then realised she moved to there,
so went there to find her. hehe. Luckily she there if not waste my time. My fringe damn short lah. Josephinee say i look so punk. hehe. I was thinking like so long whether to cut bangs anot. But then decided not. It's way too common. If not i'll be looking like alot of people-.- I'm still not used to my hair!! I want my fringe to grow longer abit!! But anyway. It's quite cool to change another hairstyle though.^^ I realised i'm abit lame.

So, went to Paya lebar to find traditional costumes, then we went to a place with alot of Malays one. Wanted to find Nyonya costumes one, but it's too ex. Sigh. We walked very long at there. There damn hot & stuffy leh. Then we give up, walked back to the shopping centre, go to one shop, eat yogurt ice-cream. So heathly right? hehe. Got some pics to share.^^

Josephinee acting cute with her hand. haha.

Mango ice-cream yogurt.^^
The mango fruits is really sour!

Had lunch @ long john sliver! Yum yum.^^

After my haircut. haha.

This was taken before my haircut. hehe.

Screw you upside down.

2009-07-17T16:46:00.004+08:00

Care for a cupcake?

Hai. Some pple are just so immature. They never grow up.

Oh well. So long nvr blog. Was busy ranting in my private blog. Hehehe.
Why shld i care abt what pple say? They are they. They say what they want. I can't stop them.
But what they say dosen't really matter. Most important is what i'm feeling inside.
I'm saying this to tell myself not to care abt what others said. I don't give a damn.

I guess i won't be blogging so offen in this blog. I scared later i write something bad abt someone then that person bu shuang.):
I want to go out with Josephinee Ng tmr. Hope it's gonna happened!!^^

Byeeee pple.(:

You're my one & only .

2009-07-14T19:28:00.005+08:00

"To be your friend was all i ever wanted;
to be your lover was all i ever dreamed."

Sup Homiees! Sch days is just so random. I shall rant some unhappiness out.

I think english lesson is really boring and i hate being alone.
I can don't like this one girl and thinks she a lil bitch but i still talk to her.
I hate some pple who thinks they are really pretty. Bitch.

These are the things i like during sch:
I love being with Sheena the gorilla, Ting Fang the very cute one, Valerie the cheeky one and Josephinee the sweet one. They all are really good. It's always so fun sitting together during a-maths lesson chatting together and Sheena is always the one getting bullied by all of us. hahah. Poor Sheena. Hope she does not see this. hehehe.

I really dk what to do sometime when i'm lost at my direction. But i'll always turn to my best friends. Yes. We quarral before, but that was all misunderstanding, i'm glad we have each other back. Best friends are hard to find, so if you got one, you better treasure them well.
I feel like typing all this out after i heard the graduation song on radio. After one more year, we'll be seperated. Deep inside, i'm feeling a lil scared, i hate being alone and maybe i could nvr find friends like them. They always say Best friends are all during secondary and i couldn't agree more.

Today, did some reflection in the morning and poor Valerie got caught by Mdm Aishah, she hates her. hahah. I also leh. hehe. Hope Valerie's mother can get well soon so that we can go out together real soon, i've got to take more pictures with them to put in my album!!^^V
Had History lesson at theatre, i think i cannot learn anything at there, i just can't concentrate or maybe understand some of the things the teachers are teaching manzx!
Then was MT, so slack. And, btw, i got a bookmark from teacher cos she said my work is great. haha. I such a good student manzx. First time i got something from her. hehe.

After MT was a-maths, was really having fun chatting with Sheena, Ting Fang, Valerie & Josephinee. I'm so happy to have friends like them!!^^ Esp. when Sheena try to act one angry face and ended up scaring Ting fang cos she thought Sheena was angry but actually she wasn't. Then Sheena even use the pen and play with Mr Goh, they even do replay. Damn funny. Should video it for you guys. hahah.

Had lunch break, then eng lessons, i almost fell asleep manzx, Mrs Tan talk like can make me sleep one. Damn tired. Everytime time i almost fell alseep i keep asking myself to wake up then look at the trees. hehe. English bored lah!!

I got a pic taken at the chemistry lab when we're doing some chemical reaction thing and the colour damn chio lah, still got pink somemore leh. It's really blur cos i was trying very hard to get a shot plus i was sitting infront. Damn. Chemistry is so coolzx. hehe.

Bye Homiees!^^
I miss Boyf alot. Wants to go out with him real soon.):
My Boyf is the sweetest in the whole wide world. hehehe.^^

掌紋 .

2009-07-11T21:48:00.003+08:00

在我的手心你落下的眼淚很冰
晶瑩的淚滴輕輕滑過我的一生
春去春又回我走過的孤獨很黑
難忘那一刻你走進生命的瞬間

我不信命我信愛情是沒有理由
悲歡的注定在我的掌紋中你在那裡
如此的清晰沒有輸贏你是我的命

在我的手心你落下的眼淚很冰
晶瑩的淚滴輕輕滑過我的一生
春去春又回我走過的孤獨很黑
難忘那一刻你走進生命的瞬間

我不信命我信愛情是沒有理由
悲歡的注定在我的掌紋中你在那裡
如此的清晰沒有輸贏你是我的命

我不信命
我信命中你給的每個考驗和奇蹟
在我的掌紋中安身立命是否願意
張開手你回應

我不信命我不信命我只信你

Feeling moody right now. Sigh. ):
Me so sad now. I miss boyf alot suddenly.

Watched the last ep of BOF. It's really touching. I envy them alot!! Wished i have love like that.
hehehe. But i got YZY alr very good.^^ I feel like creating a live journal or another blog to blog privately. hehe. I'm gonna ask for Josephinee's help probably. Feel like watching Harry Potter movie. Hope to catch it with Besties!^^

Boyf is asking me to go his hse now. haha. He even gave me his address. He act funny. hehe.
Bye pple.

P.S. If only, it can stay forever like that.

Ferry wheel .

2009-07-10T20:10:00.004+08:00

Sup Homieees!^^
Today is friday. Woohoo. hehe. Tmr no need early wake up.^^V
I'm effing bored now. Nobody entertain me. Sigh. Me miss Boyf ALOT!):
My tongue is pain now cos i eat too much sour candies!! Sch is so random lah.
I dk what to blog abt sch. Today is a very sleepy day. Feel like sleeping at every lesson.
Shld i watch online movie now? i think i shld. I dk. haha.
Nothing to blog alr. Bye. :D

You are special for who you are, don't think of changing yourself for someone that's not worth it.

( a very random post ! )

2009-07-08T21:53:00.002+08:00

i feel like changing my blogskin. But got no inspiration to change to what.
i'm probably gonna change it when i have the time!^^
i'm so b-o-r-e-d right now !
Goodbye.

\m/

Me want Candy !

2009-07-07T17:50:00.005+08:00

My lips like sugar.

wtf! Blogger is having problem uploading my pics. I want cry alr. So lousy. I have to put url instead. Damn! I'm hungry now. I ate my lunch @ 12:00pm in sch. Now 6:02pm alr!
Had some fun in sch. Did some stupid things. Like aiming our finished packet drinks at the rubbish bin. And i swear it's really funny watching Valerie Tay throwing it. She throw like 10 times also nvr go in one sia. I use only one time. hahaha. I pro right? heheh. Very slack in class manzx. I keep daydreaming. hahah. Kay. I'm gonna go eat liao. hehe.

iie berii hungriie liaoszx. Buaiix Buaiix!^^V

Make me No. 1 on your playlist .

2009-07-06T21:05:00.005+08:00

I want nobody nobody but you,

How can i be with another when i don't want another.

Sup Homieees!^^
My Boyf is so lame. But i love him alot. hahah. Just so random. hehehe.
Well, i dk how to describe the past few days. I'm lazy plus it's so boring.
Went to quite alot of places. I wanna go shopping with Girlfriends soon! I'm gonna write down all the places i wanna go and force them to go with me. hehehe. ^^
Tday had dinner at Juntion 8 cos also bringing my other handphone for repair. Saw this really good phone. 8.1 megapixel. W995. I think so. I maybe want this. Haha. Not sure. See if got better one then i want the other probably. Cos the colour only has black & white. So limited one.
And i'm gonna to have my haircut soon. Maybe on next saturday. I need a haircut seriously. Need to trim alr. hehe. Tmr sch. So sian right. But actually also okay. I miss Boyf like so muchzxs ya knw!!!
Kays. Until here.^^
Byeeee to whoever is reading now!

Happy Birthday JNJW!

2009-07-05T13:19:00.006+08:00

Happy Birthday
Josephinee Ng Jing Wen !!!

i'm so sweet lah. i dedicated a post to Josephinee Ng Jing Wen cos tday's her brithday.^^
hahah. Josephinee don't cry when you see this horh. hehehe.

Dear Josephinee Ng,

I know you love me alot. hahah. kay lah. Happy Birthday! Older by one year alr. You're now officially 15 years old! (i'm still 14!^^ hehehe.)
Don't jealous kay. hahah. Thanks for everything lah bestfriend! ^^V
You know i love you alot. As deep as the deepest ocean and as high as the highest mountain. hahaha. ^^

Your bestfriend, Peishi.
xoxo.

haha. I love Valerie Tay Xin Pei also ah. I scared she jealous later see this. hehehe.

BFF!^^V

You and Me .

2009-07-03T15:52:00.005+08:00

Sup Homieeees!^^
Tday's the last day of sch. I'm so happy i tell you!:DDDDD
No need wake up early anymore.^^ Kay. Tday had only three lessons. First was social studies.
Poor Mr Tay can't start his ppt slides cos the connection got problem, then the whole class keep telling him to talk abt life. Then he no choice but talk abt life. hahah.
I was busy the whole morning in class walking ard collecting hw frm pple as i'm the ss wrap. I treat it as exercise. haha. Maths was super boring. I sit infront also feel like sleeping lehs. Dk what the teacher teaching manzx. I think i'm gonna ask my maths tution teacher how to do. hehehe. During F&N damn funny. Sheena accidentally drop her liquid paper on the floor. Then Mdm Aishah almost stepped on it and almost fell down. Then she asked whose liquid paper is that. Sheena give me o.o look. hahah. Then she start laughing. I also got laugh. But Mdm Aishah didn't see me laugh then say, "Sheena, you see Peishi, she didn't laugh, but you did . . . . . . you need to un-learn the bad habits and re-learn the good habits. " hahah. Then i keep laughing at there.
Aft sch went to eat chicken rice with Josephinee Ng. Then slack at the void deck there awhile. Went home aft that. Mommy told me there's buffet tmr night. Hehehe. Can eat until siao. haha. But better not later become fat.):
Shall stop here. I'm off to watch online show. Bye!^^

Let's play a game of hide-and-seek.

2009-07-02T22:54:00.003+08:00

Now's 11:01pm. It's pretty late now. I shld go sleep now right? but i feel like blogging. hehehe.
So. Tday @ sch. Changed our seatings. I sit so infront. Just right infront of the teacher's table. I don't like it. But no choice! Maybe it isn't that bad after all. I'm probably lying to myself. haha.
Had a talk with principal tday in the theatre. Or whatever you spell it. I forgotten how to spell. She spent like half an hour talking so many things. Then finally start with the powerpoint thingy. Poor Valerie got caught with her attire. I quickly siam aft the talk. hahah. I don't want get into trouble you see. Had practical aft our lunch break. Mdm Aishah talk alot man. Blah Blah Blah! My Indian mee goreng more brown then the others then they keep saying chao ta leh. Wahlao. Throw face. hahah. Actually i think the fire too big. Oh well, i wasn't the one frying i was chopping the ingredients.^^ Somemore rain. Then got thunder. Then suddenly blackout. Lucky all the pple cooked finish alr. Valerie exchanged with me some of her spagetti. hahah. Spagetti is much nicer than Indian mee goreng lah! I like ang moh better. hehe. kidding. Tmr's last day of sch. Yay! I can sleep more.^^V
Bye pples. I'm gonna go sleep alr.^^

P.S. Listen to Obsessed by Mariah Carey on my blogsong playlist!

Living in a dream all along .

2009-07-01T20:33:00.003+08:00

Just a quick post. Sch was alright tday. Heheh. Mdm Aishah talked to me in the morning, and i swear that her eyes like almost drop out. Damn scary manzx. Then i was telling Bestie abt it of how big her eyes look like. Valerie keep saying she got big nose also. haha. Tmr gonna have seating arrangement changed again. Boring. I don't think i will like my new seating. I prefer sitting at the back. So that i can do my own things.^^ Had physics lessons in the morning. Mr Yap said that i'm a polite student.^^ hahah. Had recess. Then maths lesson. Aft that was history lesson. Then it was amath lesson. I love amath lesson cos can slack. heheh. Had lunchbreak. Then was eng lesson. The last lesson was chemistry lesson. Damn funny. Whole class was talking abt our chem teacher, Miss Siti, she's married although we called her Miss. I knw it's a lil weird. But our whole class was talking abt her being pregnant. This is her second child. Then everybody went, really ah? really ah? Then keep asking her. I think she's a very good teacher. Her lessons is not boring at all. I enjoy her telling us funny stories like how Mr Yap was afraid of cockroaches that he hid behind Miss Siti. hahah. I'm having practical tmr & i'm cooking Indian mee goreng. Thinking of me makes me wanna laugh. I don't think i will eat. hahah. I'm gonna go do my chinese hw alr. If not i'll be deadmeat tmr!
Bye peeps!^^

You give love a bad name .

2009-06-30T17:21:00.002+08:00

I'm so pissed off tday! I had stomach cramps at sch. And it hurts so bad i tell you. I even wanted to go home. But my form teacher even said i was lying. She such a biatch. Josephinee says she got pms. And i totally agree with that. I still don't understand why she got the "most caring teacher" award. She's so bias, i shoudn't have wrote she's caring in the class survey form-.- I regretted now.
Wanna thanks my two Bestie for treating me so good tday. They're so sweet kay.^^
Gotta chiong to finish my physics, maths & chinese hw tday. Probably gonna have panda eyes!
I'm really hungry now cos i didn't eat anything whole day at sch. I probably lost some weight. Hehehe. Cool. But i wanna eat food now.):
I hate sch. My form teacher sucks. Super bias.):
World is so unfair right? I wonder why so many pple thinks that my form teacher is so good while i think my secondary 2 form teacher is so much better than her! Hai.

I miss Boyf alot!! Wonder when i can see him.):

Josephinee Birthday is coming!^^
She getting older. heheh. *shhhhh*

♥

2009-06-28T13:28:00.003+08:00

Before i start anything.
Tday is 28th June 2009 and it marks the fourth month i've been with Boyf.^^
He's been really great to me. And i know that i haven't been the best Girlf .
Just want him to know that i'll always be by his side no matter what happen!
i love Yeau Zheng Yuan always! ♥
Happy fourth month anniversary!

hahah. Kay. Enough of the mushy part. I shall have a proper post.
Well, Sch's starting tmr. Can't believe it, so damn fast. Gonna have an early night tday alr!
I didn't do my chinese hw. So dead meat. But i don't care alr. haha.
I'm probably gonna iron my uniform later.^^ Packed my bag ystd day night alr.
I abit kiasu one. hahah. I scared i forget bring anything. If you're in our sch one.
Bet your form teacher have alr called you to rmb to bring these things and you've also recieved a letter from sch.^^
Please rmb to bring the three most important thing which is :

1. Thermometer
2. Travel declaration form
3. Report book

I'm so kind to remind you guys.^^
Tmr gonna be so tired if there is CCA, gonna stretch my whole body until siao. On tuesday sure whole body in pain.): Poor me. A whole new start. I'm gonna work hard from now on.^^
Prepare to meet the new Peishi! hahah. (kidding.)

Byeeeee guys. Have fun at first day of sch tmr!^^
Btw, i've put three new korean songs into my playlist.
Hope you guys love it.^^

I got a confession

2009-06-26T12:07:00.007+08:00

Is it true that happy things will come to an end eventually?

Sup Homieees!^^
wahlao. Tday i have a totally weird dream. I dreamt that i didn't do my chinese hw then the teacher scold me. The face so scary man-.-
Chill with Josephinee Ng ystd. Went to Starbucks at cwp there. Slack at there. After awhile.Walked ard cwp. Then went to Lot 1. Cos Josephinee said wanna go Cotton On shop. 70% off lehs. But i nvr buy anything, actually i saw on checkered skirt one. But didn't bought it. Hehe. I think i'm gonna regret man. haha. Walked ard & ard. Slack at the sky garden. Then bought movie tickets for transformers. Alot pple loh. We wait quite long. Josephinee told me that the floor can reflect one, then can see our *******. haha. lucky we didn't wear skirts. Kay. Quite dumb actually. Guess what. We encountered something funny. haha. Only me & Josephinee Ng knws. Right Josephinee? ^^ I was actually meeting Boyf at there one. So yeah. Aft that Boyf came. Slack at sky garden again. Bought popcorns and went to see the movie. Kay. The movie theatre damn lousy one. Don't go there watch. haha. But i think the movie overall was quite nice.

Megan Fox is super hot lah. I should say this cos everybody also say she's hot. kay lah. Which girl not jealous. haha. Crap. Boyf sent me home aft that. I love my pig!^^
I'm gonna be so busy during Saturday & Sunday. Wooo. Sch's starting alr. I wanna see if Mrs Kok's hair got change anot. hahahah.
Pictures time!!!^^

Guess which ones mine. ^^

Check out Josephinee's hubby !
so shuaiiix right?

How i wished !

2009-06-23T21:15:00.003+08:00

To the world, you may mean nothing.
But to one person, you may mean the world.

Weets. Me just finished watch Confessions of a Shopaholic online. That show is really great!^^ Also watched Wlid Child online. Which is also great movies i tell you.^^
I'm so so so jealous of rich pples.): They can buy whatever they want. Branded goods. Blah blah blah! I bet everyone wants to be rich anyway. So, i shld study really hard at my age so that i could earn big bucks? But i'm so not interested in studies. Shag.

Kays. I really gotta hurry up. I'm rushing on this post. My mommy is nagging at me for throwing my clothes on my bed. I shldn't bite my nails! Shit. So, i went to SSC to have dinner today, had dinner at the same restaurant but i didn't order the same dish. Order Chicken & Sausages.^^ Tasty i tell you. With mashed potatos & garden veggies.^^V

Saw a really really chio head phones, it cost more than 60 bucks. Feel like getting one for myself man. Damn sad. And did i mention that my aunt gave my sister 50 bucks for getting second place in the whole level of Sec 1 ! I'm so jealous. But i knw i could not even get that freaking scores. Damn! Maybe aft a few days i just might forget them all. I hope.
My Bestie called me tday, Josephinee Ng. She told me there's a class gathering at my Form teacher's hse tmr. I don't feel like going tmr. Firstly, i wanted to do finished all my holiday homeworks by tmr. Hopefully i can make it. Secondly, don't feel like going there. I don't quite like my form teacher.^^

I wanna go out with Boyf on thursday. He's gonna be so busy aft the holidays! I hope i can make it! School's reopening soon. And i kinda look forward to it though. Well, you must always look on the bright side of life. Isn't it? haha. I sound so stupid. Nights pples!^^

Life's not fair! But i'll get on with it.^^

P!nk .

2009-06-21T13:03:00.002+08:00

Wooooo. My blogskin soooo p!nk. I like!^^V
Comments please. I knw very pretty. haha. joking.
Boyf is back frm malaysia alr! He's going sleep now. What a pig! hehe.
I'm abit hungry now lehs. Daddy & Mommy are not back yet.
I just recieved a text from Daddy. So funny the way he text. haha.

Guess i'm gonna watch online show later. I have a craving for ramen now lehs.
Dk why. haha. Gotta finish doing homework alr!
Byeeee Homiees!^^

Feels like tonight

2009-06-19T10:47:00.004+08:00

You, you got me
Thinking it'll be alright.

You, you told me,
"Come and take a look inside."

You believed me,
In every single lie.

Have nothing to do at home. It's super boring i tell you. Ystd i helped mommy vaccum and mopped the floor. Damn tiring! Now i'm effing bored! I miss my Boyf!): He's now in malaysia alr. Hope he's having fun at there. Ystd night, he called me using his mother's phone. Chat with him awhile then hang up. Didn't want to waste his money. He say he's calling me tonight also. Hooray!^^V

Don't have much to blog actually. I wanna buy a dress @ Forever 21! The clothes there damn chio lehs. Holidays are going to end. That's bad bad news! Haven't start doing my projects yet. How! Gotta start calling members alr! Off to eat my breakfast alr.^^

In our life, we always have some one we love very much. What would you do, if he/she is gone?
What would it takes for you to bring he/she back? Everything?

Can't be without you.

2009-06-17T12:06:00.003+08:00

Weets. I enjoyed ystd very much.^^V
Don't have any pictures to post. You can choose not to read though.(:

Went out with my Boyf & Besties!! So glad that Boyf is willing to tag along. YZY is the best.^^ But i knw it's kinda bored for him though. I just wanted to see him. Cos he's leaving on thusday. Which is tmr. Gonna miss him alot.

Ystd a very stupid thing happened. My two besties walk so slow then the MRT door closing alr. When i managed to get into the MRT. I realised Boyf couldn't get in. And the door closed alr. We quickly went back to that station to look for Boyf. Feel so sorry towards Boyf. I didn't know that the door was closing man.

Finally reached Vivo. Went to look for the Cinema. Got tickets for Drag me to hell. Was actually thinking of wether to watch Ghost of girlfriend past or Drag me to hell. But in the end. We choose Drag me to hell. Went to eat at a Japanese restuarant. Me & Boyf only order drinks cos we're not hungry. Valerie & Josephinee ate ramen. After that went walking ard Vivo.

Went to watched the movie. Not very scary but very digusting man. Boyf say the old woman very irritating. haha. Took rebound train. Boyf sent me home aft that. Love him to bits!

Changed my blogsong to chinese. Enjoy.^^

So much for Pretty .

2009-06-14T10:51:00.002+08:00

Isn't that cartoon up there cute? hehehe.^^ Maths tution was cancelled this morning. No words can describe how happy i am. Because i didn't do the hw. I miss my Pig now. He's sleeping like a Pig now. I wanna go out with him next week. I hope i can make. I do what i can to make it cos my Pig is going malaysia on thrusday!! Gonna miss him alot alot.))): Kay. Enough of that.

Ystd night was watching 花样男子 online until pretty late. My Pig keep asking me go sleep. So i listen to him and stop watching. So good leh me.^^ Tday's sunday. So fast it'll soon be sch starting. Got a few projects haven't even start doing. So dead meat! ):

!!!

2009-06-12T11:19:00.006+08:00

ystd i slept at 3:30am. was watching tv! A lil tired now. Maybe later i go back sleep again.^^ Weets. Next week gonna go sentosa with my two Besties! (L)(L)(L)
I wanna watch Ghost of Girlfriend Past. Looks not bad. Me so bored now! ))):
What shld i do tday? Nahs. No idea. Getting sick of restaurant city alr.
Pet society?

My pet growing flower!^^ haha.

So hungry now. Gonna go eat my breakfast alr. Byeee Peepos!^^

[edit]
Feel like blogging again.^^ Got some pics to share with you guys.
Cute right? My phone theme.^^ Tday's friday alr. So soon. Two more weeks to holiday ending!!
Totally bad bad news (!)
I'm watching 花样男子! ^^

[edited/]

Be my cupcake?

2009-06-11T22:21:00.004+08:00

No words can describe how much i miss you.

Sup homieeees! It's been three days since i last blog. Bet you missed me.^^ heeees.
So, on tuesday. Me went out with my ♥Boyf! He late leh. Make me wait! hahah. Actually is i early. haha. I'm always early one. I made a plan with Valerie Tay Xin Pei! I'm so glad she helped me lied to my Dad. I love her to bitzxzx! Met Boyf @ amk station. Then went to J8. Bought movie tickets for Night at the Museum 2!
Then walked ard J8. We don't know walk how many times liao. Went to the movie. Quite okay lah. Not bad. Aft movie. Slacked at the bartley station. Then Boyf send me home alr. So early lehs. Next time i don't want so early liao! hahah.^^

wahlaoxzsx. i damn bored at home lehs!!!!!
Tday i did finished my maths paper & F&N paper. Yes!!!
But still got alot! ))):

I want sentosa! Valerie Tay! Josephinee Ng!

ouyssimi

2009-06-08T11:54:00.003+08:00

Will you think that you're all alone,
when no one is there to hold your hand.

i decided to blog anyway. me wake up this morning, made my own breakfast. i made ham & cheese bread. tasty i tell you.^^
tmr gonna go out with boyf. (happy)
so long since i saw him. ystd night i chat on phone with him. then he saying aft Yishun station is Serangoon, so silly leh him. i keep laughing.
so bored now!
Gonna do assignments later.^^

P.S. Josephinee went malaysia. Me so jealous. I want shopping also!

Happy Face .

2009-06-05T11:15:00.003+08:00

That's my breakfast.
I know. It's smiling.^^

Kay. I know i'm lame. But whatever.
My swollen eye got better tday, b'cos i applied medicine on it. Me very bored now. Boyfriend having camp at sch. Until saturday. I miss Valerie Tay & Josephinee Ng alot. Can't wait for the sentosa trip Valerie said she wanna go. I'm sure it'll be fun!^^

BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED

Off to eat my breakfast + lunch.
Probably doing assignments too.

imissyzy!

[edit/]

Won't be blogging so frequently lately.
Will blog when there's something meaningful to blog abt.
Missed everybody.
And, i love my blogsong alot.^^
Bye.

[edited]

Damn it .

2009-06-03T17:30:00.005+08:00

I realised i didn't post this picture out. That's not a ghost behind us. haha.
fuck. I woke up this morning and i found out that my right eye is a lil swollen & a lil painful when i blink & I dk why.
So tday, i did some house chores. Because i was bored to hell. Now i prefer sch. Except the homework & teacher teaching part. haha. I hope my right eye dosen't swollen more tmr.
At home is so #@$%^&$@ boring. I wanted to do holiday homework. But so sian. I throw aside and decided to use com instead. wahlao. How to survive at home sia. Hell boring. I shld go find a pet. ^^

imissmyyeauzhengyuan!

因为我很爱你.

2009-06-02T20:26:00.010+08:00

Pictures spam!^^V
I got alot of pictures today. Love me man.

My Favourite Picture of the day.
That's my subway cookie!^^V

That's Josephinee Ng's hand.

Went to had Mac at Admiralty first. Saw some pple there. hahah. Went to CWP aft tht. Was planning to look for jobs. But then we change our mind. Went to orchard, Far East plaza instead. Saw a effing chio car. I dk the model. Sound so chim. haha. Didn't bought anything though. Walk for very long then we decide to have lunch @ Subway. Damn funny, the counter pple i don't really knw what he talking sia. Then i keep saying "Huh". haha. He ask me drink want regular or big, then i say small, then he show me a really small one, then i say, regular one. haha.

Aft tht, took bus to Dhoby Ghaut. While waiting for the bus, Josephinee Ng was reading which one to take, then i saw one of the bus, then i tell her, but while she walking to the bus, the bus go off alr. I keep laughing at her. haha. Walked to Plaza Sing, walk ard there. Then slack at Plaza Sing. Went back home aft that.^^

終于說出口.

2009-06-01T13:44:00.007+08:00

你終于說出口
其實你早就已經不愛我
為什么要低著頭
你知道這玩笑騙不倒我
可是這不是玩笑
是要逃避你離開我的理由

我還能做什么
你已經不愛我

我一直都愛著你
難道這還不夠
我還要做什么
你才不離開我

我知道你已無心再繼續看著我
一心想離開我

我終于也說出口
其實很愛你

但從沒認真說過
或許是我的錯
多在乎你卻只放在心中(Yeah)
不要問我為什么

因為愛你這就是我的理由

我還能做什么
你已經不愛我
我一直都愛著你
難道這還不夠

我還要做什么
你才不離開我

我知道你已無心再繼續看著我
沒什么需要被原諒
我笑得有些牽強
你知道我總是能夠假裝不難過

Oh不想看你那么累
多希望再給我機會
顫抖著我的手
握住的只是風

我還能做什么
你已經不愛我
我一直都愛著你

難道這還不夠
我還要做什么
你才不離開我

我知道你已無心再繼續看著我
一心想離開我
oh no no...

Me love this song. Such a sad song. But really nice.
Fucking happie. I'm going out with Josephinee Ng tmr to look for jobs again.^^V

Be with you.

2009-05-31T18:36:00.005+08:00

A thing call love.

Maths tution was cancel tday also. Cos tution teacher was sick. So shiok! But i getting bored alr. I wanna go out with girlfriends. Na Na Na. But Valerie's busy. Josephinee, i lost contact with her. Kay, i'm gonna call her soon. Or maybe waiting for her to online tonight. Should i go find a job again? well, they never call back, so i assume they are not calling. Abit sad right? Gotta study really hard. I want to have a good job in the future and earn big bucks!^^ Abit not possible for me. But i gotta believe in myself.

Tday, went to SSC, and if you dk what's that, it's sembawang shopping centre, reached there at abt 10am+ . Early right? had breakfast at there, then walk walk ard, there had Cotton On sales, 70% off, i bet Valerie wants to go there shop. I saw one chio denim shorts. But never bought it.
Went to have lunch at a resturant call Astron, i think so. Forgotten the name alr. Their dish there are cheap & worth it, you guys shld try. Order two Beef steak. Super yummy! And one Grill fish. I got some pics!^^

Looks yummy right?^^
Anyways, Daddy told me that can change our phone ard July or August. Should i get a touch screen phone or sony ericsson phone? I saw a 8.0 mega pixel camera phone. Super chio. I want! But quite ex. also lehs. Shall wait until July or August then decide.^^

wth. I do one facebook quiz, damn funny one.

While you are on a train, somebody suddenly fart then act like nothing happen, what will you do?

Shout loudly while pointing to that guy :" Wah len ah! you fart bomb sia nabei! Sibei smelly! KNN"

Say:" Eh thanks for the perfume man, love it"

Keep looking around, trying to indirectly embaress that fart-ker.

Act like nothing happened and endure the smell!

Damn funny right? hahah.

Boyf gonna have Olevel chinese paper tmr. Wishes him goodluck & all the best!
I will always be beside you one, Boyf!^^
♥!

There are no boundaries .

2009-05-30T20:45:00.011+08:00

You're the only reason.

No Boundaries.

Ohh
Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment lasts forever
When you feel you've lost your way
What if my chances were already gone
I started believing that I could be wrong
But you gave me one good reason
To fight and never walk away
So here I am still holding on

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

I fought to the limit you stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets
Don't know where the future's headed
Nothing's gonna bring me down
Jumped every bridge I've run every line
I risk being safe, I always knew why
I always knew why
So here I am still holding on

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule cause there's nothing between you and your dreams

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
No boundaries
Yeah, there are no boundaries

I love that song. Don't you?^^ Boyf came and find me ystd. So happie that i can finally see him. I miss him alot! I enjoy every second spending with him. He's at a birthday party right now. I'm feeling a lil bored. But i spend my time listening to songs and viewing pple's blog.^^ Tday, no tution, i'm so happie when my tution teacher called me and say she wanna chg the tution to thursday. Went to Grandma hse tday. Then went to Jurong point to shop. I got some pictures.
Blogger is taking such a long time to upload pictures. So i made myself breakfast this morning. So healthy right? eggs. But it dosen't taste as nice as mommy's one. Next time i shld try other flavours!^^

i

Went shopping and bought some chio singlets. Dosen't cost cheap too. I keep telling Mommy i want. Then she bought for me. She's so sweet.^^

Had dinner at the place, i forget call what alr. But I guess you know what i'm talking anyway. Order pepper lunch and they give us this thing. When this thing vibrate, we can go collect our food. So cool right?^^

Feeling hungry now? haha.
Byeee pple.

Never lose you .

2009-05-29T16:49:00.003+08:00

Now that i love you, i am afraid to lose you.

Just now me talk on msn with Boyf. So fun.^^ He went swimming liao. Sad. I'm talking to my Honey now.^^ Miss her alot. Hope her mother is doing fine right now. Me feeling so hungry now. O: This morning had a talk frm Mrs Kok. I also fell asleep. Was too tired + she is so boring.
I got 1 B, all Cs and 1 D. I knw my results sucks like @%^&@$#. And Mummy's complaining that i never concentrate on my studies. My Chinese language been getting worser and worser.
Guess what my sissy scored. She got 2nd postion for the whole level of Sec 1. I guess Mummy is so proud of her. I could never scored such high marks. Not trying to sound sad. But, i'm just not the nerd type. I get distracted so easily. Na Na Na.

I'm quite happy with my results actually. Not bad what. Just F&N fail only. I want aim for As & Bs for the next exam!^^ I get so frustrated with my limited sms, cos pple keep sms in my limited sms phone then i got no choice but to reply them back. Daddy's gonna be so mad. But i'm not telling him yet. Can't go out with Boyf tmr, cuz' gotta go Grandmama hse.

Me miss my ♥Boyfriend! ):

The only song i'm playing.

2009-05-28T17:54:00.002+08:00

Don'tstopbelieving.

Sup Homiees! I'm so bored now. School was b-o-r-i-n-g! I keep wanting to sleep during lesson. Got a shock when Mr Yap ask me to stand up & answer his question, actually i dk one lehs. But then i figure it out. I'm so smart.^^ He talk so loud loh. Want sleep also cannot. Valerie have not been attending school. Miss her laughter! She's not coming to school tmr too! Sad.): Josephinee & I decided to eat a last good meal at school tmr for recess. And talking abt food, i'm freaking hungry now! Didn't eat during lunch break. Gonna take my report book tmr. So anxious! Also gonna have a talk by Mrs Kok. Boring! Gonna fall asleep tmr again. I'm still waiting for a call. Hopefully they will call. But if they didn't, gonna see if can find another job. Gonna eat dinner now. Byeeee.^^

MelovemyBoyfriendalot.
Happy Three Months Baby!♥

You're my special one.

2009-05-27T20:43:00.005+08:00

You're always the special one in my life.

Two more days to sch ending. I'm super duper happie. Cuz' no need to wake up anymore! Yay peee! Have alot of holiday hw. Like shit. So many. But nvm, i decided to do all. If i have the determination to do all. haha. Can't wait to get my report book tmr. I want all pass!): But my F&N fail until so so ugly. So sad! Nvm, i will work harder next time.^^

Went to Northpoint to had dinner just now, ate Long John Sliver, Daddy keep critising the Grill fish. So funny. Grill Chicken is much nicer!^^
Sch is so boring lah. I see seventeen magazine during Amaths lesson, see until so many chio things, so wanna buy!

Some how, we know in our heart, there's no forever, there is always one day you have to leave your love ones. But we never stop believing that maybe it might just come true one day. I will remember everything and never forget. Treasure the ones you love. Don't regret.(:

Tmr is a very very special day for me. It's a secret. If you're smart. You'll figure it out.^^

And now, i'm afraid to lose you.

我爱你.

I think this song is meaningful.^^

Fairy tales ain't true.

2009-05-25T20:01:00.005+08:00

Picture of the day!
Sheena on the left & Josephinee on the right.^^

Tday is so crap at sch. Had PE in the morning. Very slack.
Got back my maths results. I got B4. Actually not very good. But i got improve lehs. Happie.^^
F&N. I got F9. I'm so pro. hahah. Knew it actually. I did so badly. Then we have to even write reflection on how we felt on our F&N results, i wrote, " i feel very ashamed of myself and very sad that i have disappointed my parents. " So crap. Had a sex talk. Only girls attend. Damn funny. They show the pictures damn disgusting one sia. Valerie don't dare see. haha. Slack during chinese lesson. They keep di siao Josephinee say Shin mun want treat her buffet. Funny. Valerie say she want go buffet also. haha. Got back chemistry paper, just passed. but lucky nvr fail. But still have to combined with physics. Tmr gonna take back physics paper alr.

Aft sch, went to Mac to eat ice-cream with Josephinee & Sheena, they keep making fun of me loh.): Meanies leh they. haha. Me so bored now. I just chg a blogskin again cuz' i like it. Thanks Josephinee for helping me.^^

I miss Yeauzhengyuan alot!):

Chasing Cars.

2009-05-24T13:23:00.003+08:00

If he love you, he would never ever leave you.

Woke up @ 9:30am in the morning. Damn tired. But have maths tution!):
So had maths tution just now. Super boring. Me feeling bored now.
Nothing much to blog anyway. Want to have my job soon. Me want earn lots of $$$.
^^V.

Byebye!

爱不容易;

Love game

2009-05-23T15:45:00.002+08:00

A game of love

Sup Homieees!^^ Me got back frm camp just ystd. Super happie when i came back.
Camp is so sucky i tell you. I'm too lazy to blog abt what happened in the 5 days in camp.
Cuz' i thought it might be too boring. I've got alot of mosquitoes' kisses & ants' kisses.
And even bruises. I didn't even sleep alot at there. The tent there is so pathetic. But i think my Instructor is cool although Valerie's grp Instructor is funnier. Anyway, my grp name is Barker. Bought the OBS shirt at there cuz' they say chio. Never want to go back there again! My leg is now so pathetic. So many bites. Damn sad. Whole body ache when i got up this morning. I can't resist to scratch my mosquitoes' bites. Damn itchy. Even got rashes on my back. See, camp is so bad for me. No camp in the future pleasee. So happy i'm back. Miss boyf effing lots. I bet he miss me alot too!^^
Gonna go back sch on monday. No mood. So don't feel like going to sch. I'm so scared of my MYE results!):
Boohoo.

*Pray hard*

情歌

2009-05-17T21:59:00.001+08:00

My Puppy love.

2009-05-17T20:38:00.005+08:00

My super chio three flavour lollipop!^^
(Strawberry, Mango & Banana flavour.)

Ever wonder if you were to lose someone very important in your life,
what would you do to bring it back? Everything it takes?

Okay, tday's boring! Rotting at home. So BORED okay.
Didn't have anything to do.):
My Boyf is sick! Cuz' he never takecare of himself. Make me worry somemore!
How i wished i could see Boyf everyday, but i know i can't.):
He's sleeping like a pig now. haha. So gonna miss him.D:
Super happy now, my speaker is back to normal alr!:D

I've finished packing my camp bag, not really very excited going camp lehs, dk why.
Probably b'cuz i'll miss someone alot alot.
I wanna be abit tan when i come back, hopefully not black, haha, if not you can't see me in the night!

Learnt not to cry, because i know now, no one will feel sorry for your tears.

P.S. Boyf, must takecare of yrself ah! Me love you. xoxo.

M.I.A

That girl next door.

2009-05-16T20:00:00.005+08:00

Damn fuckzx up with my speaker. Cannot play sound!):
Tday, went to alot of places sia. Woke up at 7am, @#$%^&* man!
I slept at ard 1am plus, not enough sleep.):
Early in the morning, went to SGH. Sissy went there for backbone check up.
I went there sit & wait for them-.-
Then went to China Town. Damn funny.
Went to one temple, they say cannot wear shorts & sleeveless shirt.
Then i both also wear, need cover like some Indian pple, damn throw face-.-
I shld have decide not to go in manzx. Think of it, i damn paiseh. haha.
Aft that, went to have my haircut at Yew Tee, hahah, so happie.^^v
Went home and started to pack for camp next week!(:

15th May 2009.

Meet Bestfriend, Josephinee Ng @ admiralty MRT, i was early this time.^^
We headed to Jurong Point. Then because we need to chg MRT, then Bestfriend anyhow say, "Should be this train lah..." then we go inside. Realised wrg train and this happened for two times leh! Cannot trust her on MRT direction one. haha. Lucky we nvr take wrg MRT.
Reach Jurong Point, then the first thing we went to is the toliet. Bestfriend say the toliet chio mah. Then we go in see see. Damn funny lah, in the toliet, i helping Bestfriend drawing eyeliner cos she draw until uneven one. Then got one Ah Ma, keep staring at us, then she say in chinese, " wah, know how to draw ah." Sort of something like tht. Then we laugh. Abit stupid lah.

Went to shop around aft tht, walk ard the whole Jurong Point, legs damn tired lah.
Bought Sushi. Then we to Long John Sliver eat the Grill Chicken set, shared with Bestfriend cos, our intention was to find a place down & eat our sushi. Haha, smart right. The Grill Chicken very niceee.^^ Went to walk ard again, then we headed to CWP, went to Mos Burger to apply for job. Hopefully we can get the job!^^

Went to meet Boyf at AMK aft tht.^^ Bought tickets for the movie Star trek. Boyf saw his friends. haha. I go inside the toliet, saw my four juniors inside there, damn suay lah i tell you. They abit siao, stalk me leh. Then play hide-and-seek with them, lucky managed to shake them off in the end-.- Watched the movie until 8pm plus. Boyf send me home aft tht. Camp on monday, i will miss Boyf terribly one!):

Forever & Always.

2009-05-13T12:17:00.003+08:00

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
been here all along so why can't you see,
You belong with me.

Loveeeee this song.^^V
Sch tday end very early lah. 9.30am can go home alr. Had Chemistry paper tday. Was okay, but i think i won't get good marks anyway, i see pple's section C write so long then mine so short only. Haha. Ystd was F&N paper & Math Paper 1, math was okay, except that i did the triangle question wrgly lah. Damn sad i tell you, i write until so chio one lehs, then the reason wrg, heart pain.):

Screwed up in F&N paper, sure fail one.):
When checking the paper, i see alot question i dk one, i did studied lehs, just tht i forget all.):
Sad sia. Then tday morning, Mdm Aishah ask me, "Peishi, i wonder how much time you have use to study F&N, i don't feel like marking your paper, you are letting yourself down." & blah blah blah, i forget the rest alr. Hear this can know fail badly alr.

Tmr will be physics & math paper 2. I just hope i can do well for math paper 2!
Camp next week, so looking forward to it.^^

Effing long nvr see Boyf, suddenly miss him alot alot.):
I gotta go out on friday!^^

I piss you off.

2009-05-10T21:06:00.003+08:00

Nabei, one lizard crawling on my leg now.
(i'm just making this out. so fun manzx. haha.)

If that's true, i'll be screaming my head off-.-
Kay, enough of lame things. Damn it. I miss Boyf alot alot alot. Big big sad face.):
Just now talk on phone with Best friend J, damn funny. Don't snatch her away frm me ah. She's effing cute one. haha. Don't jealous manzx.

Shitzx. Later gonna go study F&N alr. If not i'll be dead pig!
Just a short post, won't be blogging this few days!
Miss me people. My tagboard sure die one. Sibei sad.):
Hahah. Byeeeee.^^

xoxo.
(meloveyeauzhengyuan!)

The saddest song playing.

2009-05-08T13:06:00.007+08:00

(Taken by me. Strawberry love.)

It's 10:42 am in the morning, ystd night was chatting with Boyf until very late.^^
Couldn't really sleep well ystd night, was thinking abt somethings, made me so uncomfortable.
Let me rant here.

Boyf gonna go Malaysia tday, guess i'll miss him quite alot. Although it's just one day.):

I've just received the weirdest message. which is kinda stupid also.
A person sends me this msg(unknown no.) and claims that he's XXX.
Then sends me another msg and says he's XXX friend. Wth.
From the same no. somemore lehs. How dumb.
The content is even silly. So entertaining manzx.^^

I tear my heart open.

2009-05-08T11:34:00.007+08:00

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

[Chorus]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel.

Short day at sch. Had history exam tday. I'm so glad i am able to finish all my question.^^V
I'll just pray hard that i can get good results. Ate Mac aft sch tday with Josephinee, talked abt alot of things. Had heart-to-heart talk with her ystd. I realised something.^^

Don't trust me.

2009-05-06T17:30:00.004+08:00

Hey Homiees!^^
This is just gonna be a short post. I'm freaking bored!
Was having really weird feelings nowadays.
Kay. Keep having lessons at sch, then aft sch, extra lesson, damn sian.
Tday we had Chemistry for two hours. I couldn't pay attention at all. Was busy day-dreaming.
Really hate sch. I wanna exams to faster come, then no need go sch alr.^^V
Keep seeing some bitch/bimbo faces, attention seekers. I feel fucked up inside. Thinking of it, it's so sad that friends will become enemy. I knw i sound stupid. But, whatever.
I feel like smashing my phone on the ground, but i knw i won't, hate limited SMS. So gonna get from Dad when the bill comes out. So dead meat.
Mother's Day coming, i probably make a card for Mommy, kay i knw i sound like a small kid. Wait till i earn big bucks i'll get her a diamond ring instead.^^

Won't be blogging for the past few days.(:
Time for a break. Will be back soon.
Love ya. xoxo.

All in the past.

2009-05-01T18:09:00.004+08:00

Some memories, just can't be erased,

no matter how hard you want them to be gone.

Hershey's cookies & cream. (yummy!)^^V

My picture so chio right? hahaha.
ARGHS! Outing with Boyf was cancel, b'cos of me.):
So mad with myself. D:< Kay, i'm really bored now. So gonna go out tmr!

Boohoo.

我很想你;

Just hold my hand.

2009-04-30T17:59:00.002+08:00

Baby you know i ain't gonna let you go.

Exams finally is over. Just for now. And i get to rest more.^^V
Hahah. Changed my blogskin again, so fun. Nanana.
Tmr Labour Day. which means holiday, which means..... can go out!:D

I pray hard i can go out with ♥Boyf tmr!^^
Tday was damn funny, cockroaches came into our class, made some of the girls scream their heads off. Even stand on their chair. Cockroaches are so pro man, like seriously, they can make people stand on the chair. haha. So, don't look down on cockroaches. (okay, i knw i'm being lame.)

Valerie pour water on Sheena, then i say ceiling leak water, then when teacher saw it, Sheena go tell him, ceiling leak water, then teacher keep saying ceiling where got hole. Laugh until stomach pain, i tell you. Saturday and Sunday gonna have grp study at Nebo. I want Ice cream. I'm happy with my life right now.\m/

P.S. Some bitches just wants attention on them so much. Attention seeker!

M.I.A ing

2009-04-26T13:12:00.004+08:00

This will be my last post!
(i know i put M.I.A in my last post alr, but i thought i shall put a nicer one. haha.)

Tday was hell boring, had maths tution, and i was day-dreaming!
Was thinking of Boyf. hahah. (he's probably feeling happy aft seeing this.)
I miss him terribly.):
Having stomach cramps now, i hope i will be better tmr.
I have eng exam tmr! (Shit!)
Bye people! Will be back aft exams.(:

P.S. I guess we're just not the best friends i thought we were.( sad face )

♥

Candle.

2009-04-24T19:50:00.011+08:00

I'd be lying if i told you,

losing you was something i could handle.

Typical school day. Bored!
It's a pity i can't join Bestfriends for self study tday. Big sad face!):
Study at home tday but ended up sleeping instead. Was damn tired. :@
Probably won't be blogging so frequently lately. Exams!D:

Changed a new blogskin again, hahah, i'm back to my "frequently changing blogskin" mood.^^
Ystd, something damn funny happened.
I was talking to Josephinee in the canteen, then i beg her to buy nuggets with me,
she don't want, then i hit the table, OM was beside us, then he look at me, giving a "what" face, then i say "No lah no lah, i talking to my friends." hahah. So stupid.

School says wanna sponsor us go Yun nan, not interested, i rather go out with Boyfriend during June holidays.^^ I probably wanna have a hair cut aft exams, shld i or shld i not? i wanna cut my fringe. Nanana. Haven't decide what i want yet. Mummy told me if i get 70+ for all my subjects, she'll get me a chalet, impossible man, how can get so high for all subjects.):

I wonder how do all those people get straight A's one, study like mad everyday? I shld be a nerd too.^^ Then i'll get good results. haha. Boyfriend so lazy lah, nvr update blog, lazy Pig! (haha)

So cute right? haha.

M.I.A!
miss me peoples!

我不難過.

2009-04-22T16:52:00.005+08:00

How many times must we lose the one we love,

until we learn to treasure them?

I never ever want to lose you.

Just came back frm sch. And sch is boring. nanana.
Tday, we have the Adam Khoo workshop until 11.30am.
Quite fun lehs, i find it quite meaningful.^^

Guzheng got Gold for SYF. Weets.^^V
But heard that teacher was unhappy b'cos alot sch got gold with honour, but nvm lah, got gold alr very good liao!(:

I'm eating Hershey's cookies & cream.^^

Mad

2009-04-19T19:23:00.004+08:00

It's been ages since i've last blog.
Dad took away the internet cable and won't let me use.-'-
At least i finally got my phone back.^^V
Without using internet is fine if i got my phone. Nanana.

Firstly, Modern Dance SYF is over, we got Sliver, many of us were very sad and cried.
Although this time we may not get gold, but at least we knw that everyone of us tried our very best. Cheer up kays!(:

Ystd went out with Valerie & Josephinee to study.
I got pics to upload.^^
Valerie damn funny lehs. At first we met up at Woodlands library to study.
Then Josephinee & I keep saying go AMK leh, go AMK leh. Then she finally say okay.
Hahah. Then when we on the MRT, Valerie saw alot of empty seats, then she quickly chiong over and seat then say "I got pay transport fees one leh, of cos must sit lah." Damn funny. The Uncle beside her want sit down one got scared by her.
Went to Nebo to study. I didn't study at all. haha. Just slack down there. haha.
Saw Boyfriend at there! Haha. So happie!^^V

Valerie love her Ribena Pencil box.

My Pink Grapefruit soda float!

Identical Hoddie!

Finding my way back.

2009-04-11T22:53:00.004+08:00

Even the best fall down sometimes,
Even the wrong words seems to rhythm.

♥

Can't find any pics to put on my blog, so, i digged up some pics. I'm so good lah.^^
Rotting at home these few days. I wished i could just go and see Boyf now.
But i can't.): Big sad face!

Watched theDVD "Taken" just now, the show damn exciting, very nice.
I watched until i keep hugging the pillow and shout. nehneh.
Boring day.

Shall blog when i'm free.^^

Sucks

2009-04-10T13:13:00.004+08:00

Super Pissed.

can't sign in to Window Live Messenger!):
I'm probably gonna rot at home tday all day long. NaNaNa.

Gonna go bath.
Bye.

There is no such word as "loved". Love has no past tense.
If you ever stop loving someone, then you never truly loved them in the first place.

Yours.

2009-04-06T20:26:00.005+08:00

They say, what's meant to be yours, will be yours,
and what's not meant to be yours, will never be yours.

Sorry for not posting for a really really long time.

I got alot of things to blog, but i think i forget some alr. NaNaNa.

(recalling memories....)

Ah, yes. On 5th April, went out with Josephinee & Valerie.
Went to Party world. hahah, damn fun. Valerie can sing like so high note. So glad the glass didn't break. hahah. Kidding. Pictures! Can check out more pics at Josephinee & Valerie blogs!(:

Valerie. So cute horh?

9th April 2009.
Which is tday, alot have happened, i swear. Lately been really busy with Guzheng & Modern dance cos SYF is just ard the corner. Every single day need stay back. wtf.):
Some bitch think she is so pretty and always flirts ard, what's wrg with these pple, so thick skin. I feel disgusted looking at her, and she thinks she's very cute lah. wth. I'm so fed up.

Got scolded by mummy ystd, i think she hates me now, alot. I'm so pissed, fcuk up, sad, angry, mad, stupid, idiot. what could be more worst then the things now. I shld hate myself, not them.
yadayada. Mdm Aishah is super biased, i don't like her, just b'cos some pple like to volunteer to help her, and their attire is not really good, she nvr say anything, then to me, she keep saying me. Bitch, so Bitch. I don't give a damn.

I hate you, yes you, get out of my life please.

Tmr good friday, yes, i can sleep like a pig.

Together with you.

2009-04-04T22:47:00.005+08:00

Met up with Boyf just now. Damn happie. NaNaNa.^^V
I love Boyf. ♥♥♥

Tmr maybe goin out with J & V. So long nvr go out with them alr.
Looking forward to tmr.(: Maybe i get to see Boyf too.^^

i'll never forget that.

Be Mine.

2009-04-02T20:13:00.002+08:00

"You're my Hero."

Days passed like years.
They seem so long, never ending.

Lately don't have any motivation to blog. I miss Boyf alot. Very long nvr see him liao. Sad.):
I hate my life currently. So sucky. ):

Had a clean up in the Guzheng room tday, i swear i sweat alot, if every morning also clear until liddat, i can lose fats alr. We only have 10 pple, including teachers and we have to move 40 plus guzheng up to the second floor, Valerie choose the right day not to come horh, so smart. haha.
Saw Mrs Kok while bringing the intrument up, scare me sia. Lucky she nvr catch any of us-.-

Tday sch ended at 12:30pm, went home, revised Maths, i'm so hardworking. NaNaNa.

Hey Bestfriend, don't ever feel left out, both of us will be by your side no matter what happened, and thats what Bestfriends are for, isn't it?

money or love.

2009-03-30T20:37:00.003+08:00

some people do it all for money & some do it all for their love

Sch damn boring tday. So bored ahs.
Morning, wait for Josephinee outside sch gate, she's late by 11mintues.
I thought she nvr come liao, scare me.
Then we together walked to Admiralty to eat Mac. On the way.
I asked her something, she very blur loh.

PS: Valerie nvr come ah?
J: she say she come at 9:40am.
PS: Huh? 9:40am.
J: eh, no, is 8:40am.
PS: Huh? 8:40am?
J: eh, is 7:40am.

Lol. She very blur lehs. Cos sch starts at 8am. Then she tell me Valerie come so late. I asked her so many times, then she third time then reply correct. Don't knw what she thinking ahs.
Went to Mac. Saw Shorteh(Jiamin). I almost choke on my pancake when she said bye. hahah. Had Happy Meal, hahah, so cute right? i keep laughing when we ordering, then the aunty says aiya, nvm one lah. hahah. Josephinee & I keep playing with the Happy meal toy. I use the toy shoot water at Valerie face, then her first reaction is scream. hahah. Shld see her face reaction, more funny. hahah.

Walked to sch, went to Guzheng room. Slacked & practised awhile, then recess, then free period one hour, slacked outside sch library, then guzheng again. 12:30pm sch ends, went to CWP, Mos burger, then walked ard CWP, went to The Face Shop, i so wanna save up money liao. Then went to The Body Shop, the eye shadow there damn ex. lehs. I so wanna get it.):

fcukfcukfcuk.

Bad dream.

2009-03-29T19:48:00.006+08:00

Just woke up, having a headache now. Sad ahs.):

You think you're helping me by taking away everything i have.
But you're not, you're not doing me any good.
I just feel worst. Sometimes, i wished i was another person.

Baby so bhb ahs, keep saying himself cute. hahah.

♥♥♥

2009-03-28T20:26:00.002+08:00

Happy One Month Baby.♥♥♥

Thanks for being there whenever i needed you.
I know i haven't been a really good gf. But you've been a great bf. Hehs.
I hope we can really last long.
ilu.♥

Because of you.

2009-03-27T20:10:00.007+08:00

Don't you forget abt me.

Typical sch day. Had practical in the morning.
I made a pineapple upside-down cake. Super tasty i tell you. hahah.^^
I skipped guzheng tday cos of stomach cramp & i'm going to die soon. Hurts like hell.):
Teacher called my hse ask me go back, i say i don't want then my Daddy talk to her then she say okay.
Next week sch is so crap, i don't feel like going. NaNaNa.
Just a short post, i'm dying soon. D:

I'm waiting for Boyfriend to online. I miss him alot. ):

[edit]
Hi. Craps. I'm playing games right now.
You guys shld try this game.
http://www.gamesgames.com/game/The-Girlfriend-Quiz.html
They say imma Mothering Girlfriend. hahaha.
Kinda stupid.
[/edited]

我不想忘記你.

2009-03-26T22:08:00.003+08:00

"Your love is like a sky to me."

If crying makes me feel better, then i'll cry all my unhappiness out.
If forgetting about all those unhappy things make me happier, then i'll put them away.

My life won't be the same without you.

Let's make this a happy ending?

2009-03-25T19:54:00.003+08:00

因为我不想失去你.

when you left, i lost a part of me.

I miss Boyfriend alot alot.):
I wonder what am i gonna do if he left me one day. Hehs. But i knw Boyfriend won't leave me one right?^^

Tday had E.Maths test, i didn't get enough time to finish my last question, so heartache lah!):
The marks so high. I just hope i can score better then the previous test.
Sch is really really boring, SIAN+SIAN+SIAN=SUPER SIAN. Yeah, next week, the Sec 3 are going OBS alr, but cos some of us have SYF, so we will have to postpone it until on 18 April. Which is kinda long. I hope i won't be black in colour when i come back frm OBS. hahah.

idk what to blog alr. Shall end here. Hehs.

i write sins not tragedies.

2009-03-23T20:06:00.005+08:00

First day of sch, sucks.
Yes, it sucks. Morning had PE, played Frisbee. The sun is freaking hot okay.
I feel like i'm being bbq manzx!
I keep playing with Josephinee, then Mr Poh saw, then he say don't be so touchy.
hahah, so funny. Had recess, then was EL lessons, during chinese lesson i almost sleep. hahah. Damn tired lah. nehneh.):
Then was CE, super boring. My Helix piercing hurts.):
Cos of stupid sch, i had to take it out, and i spent almost 15minutes just trying to put in another ear studs. Now it hurts lah. Chicken.):
Had Na-fa test tday, my standing board jump results so pro lah. You can't imagine how far i jump.^^

I want weekends to come soon lah!D:

a camera and a cat.

2009-03-22T13:35:00.003+08:00

Broken hearts,
Broken promises,
Never ending tears,
Never stop thinking of you.

i've seen love died way too many times.

You're my sugar, the sweetest.

2009-03-21T20:59:00.003+08:00

Mummy is going China tmr. I think it's gonna be so weird w/o mummy ard. haha. I ask her to buy alot of things. I hope she can buy me that digital camera or ipod for me.^^V
I want alot of pretty clothes, shoes & bags when she come back home next week. weets.
Mummy & Daddy is out for majong now. I'm so bored.):
I hate homeworks manzx!))))):

I(heart)YZY.

So done.

2009-03-20T20:59:00.003+08:00

Mr Frog is sad, just like meeeee.

fcuk.): I got scolded from tht Guzheng teacher, she say i what "hai ren jing" & say my attitude sucks, say until i so bad. wth. I was just temporary taking that senior place b'cos she never come what, i also not sure with the part i need to play, then i play too soft, she say me, say until i very lousy & useless. At least i tried my best okay.);

Sucky day, i feel so insulted by her. fcuk.):
I got my handphone back alr. Thank god. But the sad thing is i have to get my sim card frm Dad.
This year is tough for me, it's not like last year, so many things happened this year, i cried like so many times this year. I'm so weak. I let so many people down. Esp Mummy & Daddy. I feel so disappointed in myself.):

Dejected.

Doodle

2009-03-19T22:04:00.003+08:00

Boyfriend drew this. So cute. hahaha.

I drew this. So cute.

Boyfriend drew one. haha. Cute.

irreplaceable

2009-03-19T20:32:00.003+08:00

♥

Baby, you're irreplaceable.

Here's the conversation of me & Josephinee in the afternoon.

Josephinee drew the top one, i drew the bottom one, cute right?^^V

Josephinee drew that. So cute. We both miss Valerie.):

Changed my skin again, credits should go to Josephinee Ng for teaching me! Hahaha.
Weets. I hope i can get back my phone tmr!):

I love you, you love me.

2009-03-18T20:20:00.006+08:00

My Favourite Picture!^^V ( Above)

Waddup Homieees!
Yesterday aft guzheng, went to CWP with Josephinee & Valerie.
Was deciding to go KTV one, but too expensive at night liao. ):
So went to slack at CWP, went to eat at MOS Burger, aft that, we camwhore alot, i laugh like siao loh, they damn funny. Valerie order corn coup only.

Then aft that, went power9 and have my Helix piercing!^^V
It's not as pain as i thought it were. hahaha.
Walked ard at CWP, took bus back home.

I wanna get back my phoneee soon.):
I MISS ZY ALOT ALOT!))))):

I believe.

2009-03-16T09:31:00.005+08:00

There's no right or wrong in love.

(♥)

Ytd, went out with Boyfriend, met up with him @Semb MRT, then train to AMK hub. Went to buy movie tickets for the movie Race to the witch mountain for 3:30pm one. After that, went to slack at Mac, we didn't buy anything, just sat down stare at each other. haha. Boyfriend show me poker card magic tricks again. Haha. Walk back to amk again. Then went to watch the movie, thanks boyfriend for helping me buy popcorns!^^V

The movie was okay, 4/5.(: After movie, slack at foodcourt, then at the playground near amk hub until 6pm plus. Then Boyfriend send me back home, then slack at the nearby playground. Thanks Boyfriend for sending me back home!^^V
Boyfriend, i enjoy every moment i spent with you. ♥
I lied to Mummy and say that i went out with Josephinee & Valerie. So in the end, they found out the truth.

I don't care abt what others said, cos i believe in you.

fuck

2009-03-14T13:12:00.003+08:00

I cried out all my unhappy things.
I feel much better now.
Fuck that school & teachers.
I know i'm a dumb ass.
Everything in my life is going so wrong.

Sorry,
for being lousy daughter,
for being a lousy sister,
for being a lousy friend,

-'-

I need time to find my way back.

Kiss me through the phone

2009-03-12T20:39:00.004+08:00

Text me, call me, I need you in my life yeah
All that, everyday I need ya
And everytime I see ya my feelings get deeper
I miss ya, I miss ya
I really wanna kiss you but I can't.

Sup Homieees!
Tmr's the last day of sch, which is great cuz' i can get to sleep like a pig. hahaha.
Sch tday was so typical. Had assembly in the morning, Band perform during the assembly, then we went back to class, Mdm Aishah wants us to practise our class cheer. Had recess, then was maths lesson, was freaking tired, didn't really paid attention in class, i was busy drawing on my foolscap. Heees. Then MT lesson is so crap. Then was EL, they did presentation, very slack during EL. Had lunch break then was F&N, also very slack. hahaha.

Went to guzheng aft that, i slacked at there, making fun of Jiamin, right Jiamin?
I'm so freaking bored. Sch sucks.

I wanna see Boyfriend soon! O:

sweetlove

2009-03-11T21:25:00.003+08:00

You're my sweetest love,

My blog is probably dying if i'm not gonna post.
This few days sucks. I'm really very dumb. It's not the first time being caught red-handed.
They say we're too young, and whatever shit. I just wanna treasure every single thing i have now. Fuck. I hate people who invade my privacy. And if you're wondering what i'm saying. Figure out yourself. haha. I don't wanna say it out.

Had practical tday, i'm so glad that i managed to finish my dishes correctly, except for the chicken stew. I forgot to add water, then my Chicken Stew b'come dry Chicken Stew. Bob ask me why your chicken stew dry one ah? Then i say eh, i forgot need add water, wth, then he laugh at me loh. Lucky i smart, i quickly go put the dry chicken stew into the pot, add water and boil the whole thing, the soup tastes not bad, but too oily i tell you, hahaha. Bod keep suan me during the practical then i keep give him stupid faces. haha. I hope i can score well for the practical manzx!(:

My holidays is so wasted. One week holiday and i have to go back sch for four days. Fuck. There goes my four days of holidays-.-
I feel like getting a digital camera b'cuz it's so cool, probably beg Mummy to buy one for me. hahaha. This world is getting so complicated. And i don't like it.

i♥YZY.

♥
Happy Birthday,
Valerie Tay Xin Pei!(:

Got another year older liao. Hahhaa.
Ahlah, you still very chio lah horh. haha.
Hope you and your darling last long long lah. So jealous leh me.):
hahaha. BFF!<3

Only You.

2009-03-08T21:49:00.001+08:00

"Forelsket" means in love.

You're so cute, You're so hot, You melt my heart.

we don't care abt what others think of us, because we knw there's always one person that love us for who we are. ♥

Had maths tution in the morning. Damn sian. Then slacked in my room for one hour plus blasting music into my ears. hahaha. Went to bath. After that went to sunplaza and have dinner, we went to the Hong kong Cafe eat, the food there quite tasty lah. I love the Mango dessert i tell you, quite big also. haha. Then went to Popular, buy pens and stuffs. Mummy bought liquid eyeliner for me, so good. Thanks Mummy! haha. Boyfriend's back frm Malaysia. Yay, i'm so happie. haha.
Shall post till here.

Byeeee Homiees.(:

secret valentine

2009-03-07T20:26:00.006+08:00

this is the moment that we will come alive
brace yourself for love, sweet love, secret love.

I'm starting to feel really hungry now. F.Y.I, I haven't have my dinner yet and now is alr 9pm plus alr. Daddy & Mummy is out for Majong again. Aiyo, everytime majong, better win $, don't lose. hahaha.
I'm really really bored. Boyfriend is at malaysia now. No one shows me magic tricks.):
He's gone for only one day, and it feels like so long. I feel like i'm so desperate-.-

Hahaha. Morning, went to clinic check up with Josephinee & Valerie. We wanted to go polyclinic one, cos cheaper. But the polyclinic nvr check alr when we reach there. Suay i tell you. Shld have go earlier but ehms, someone overslept. O: hahaha.

The check up cost $22. wth. He just ask me question and put one stamp, liddat cost $22. Doctors earn great money. I shall aim to be a doctor. hahaha. which is so not possible, i might just faint if i were to operate on someone. haha. After i check up alr, you know what i tell Valerie & Josephinee?
I told them " The doctor touch my tummy leh. Wahlao, he zhuan dao loh." hahaha. I forgot what Valerie say alr. But i keep on laughing. hahaha. Valerie didn't do the check up, she want to go to the polyclinic on monday one. I seriously don't feel comfortable with male doctors. hahaha.

Ate at the coffee shop alot of malay there. Valerie got cheated, she order the the rice, they put the display picture so chio, then the people give her one like shit. hahaha. Went home aft that.
Got pissed. Shall not talk bout it. Makes me fed-up.

Weeeeee. I'm waiting for my KFC delievery, Daddy's the delievery man. hahaha!

imssboyfriendimissboyfriendimissboyfriendimissboyfriendimissboyfriendimissboyfriendimissboyfriend
(i did not copy&paste okay.) Hahaha.

Byeeeeee People!(:

iloveyou.

2009-03-06T22:47:00.008+08:00

"You're my sunshine in the rain."

Yaw Homieeees!
I'm really happie now okay. Firstly, met up with Boyfriend just nw. And i got back my phone alr. Which is great! Thanks Valerie Tay & Josephinee Ng for accompany me to find Mr Siva, and tap me in the shoulder and ask me not to cry. I love you girls. You rock my life. \m/

5 March 2009.
Went home after that, got changed into the rehearsel for modern dance @ NUS.
Reached school, helped some juniors to tie their hair.(I'm sucha goody Senior!)
Put our bags in sch, boarded the bus, and set off to NUS. Reached there at abt 6pm plus.
Rehearsel for abt 5 times ONLY. Then went off at 8pm plus. On the way back, Jiamin keep telling us ghost stories of our sch, she freaked me out okay. I hate toliets. haha.
Studied chem last minute-.-

6 March 2009.
Had Chem Test, gonna flunked it. I never really studied then end up some don't know. Miss Siti even say to my ear that i never pay attention to her during class ystd when i was drawing a diagram. Had fun during A-maths, chit-chatting abt some people. What a bitch some people can be. Slacked during history lesson. Had lunch at S11, then went for guzheng. SYF is freaking me out-.-

Just met up with Boyfriend just now. Slacked under the void deck then we went to the playground. He's so cute, he show me the poker card magic just now. Hahaha, like magic leh, he don't want teach me loh.): haha. Cos parents went majong, so i sneaked out to met up with him, he's going to Malaysia tmr. So Sad.): Chat with him for really long, i keep laughing manzx.

I♥my Boyfriend.^^V

So addicted

2009-03-04T19:37:00.006+08:00

Sometimes goodbye, Is a second chance.

I'll do anything, just to be with you.
I'm so pissed just now, i hate it when mummy nags. I get irritated. O:
Life is so complicated, it's like A like B, but B like C and C like A. Get it?

I'll forget those unhappy things, and only remember those happy moments.

Morning had assembly, then was Maths lesson, i almost fall asleep, i think Mdm Jas saw it and she's gonna write negative comments to me alr. Was freaking tired in the morning, don't knw why also. My eyelids just keep falling down. Had recess, as usual. Then was physics, i think physics lesson tday was quite fun though. Heees. Then was A-maths, Mdm Aishah came in our class, start scolding people. After she left, played hand games with Valerie Tay, Yihui & Josephinee. So funny lah they. Got back my Social Studies result 8/15. I really suck at inference manzx, gotta buck-up. I write like so long, only get little marks cuz' i lift most of the sentence-.-

F&N so boring, i fail my F&N test, got F9. wth. I regret taking F&N alr. Failed Physics, F&N, English, History and Chinese. I'm so pissed by my chinese result. Not enough time. Really gotta start working hard alr. ):

Went to find Mr Siva tday, he told me to find him tmr cuz' tday he busy. So sian, tmr got dance rehearsel at NUS frm 5:30pm-9pm. Sure super tired oneeeee.

I miss Boyfriend alot.):

imissyou

2009-03-03T18:20:00.004+08:00

"I never thought i could live without you."

It was you who found me, i never wanted to let you go.
Sup homieees!(:
Argh, kinda bad day though, my phone got confiscated again.):
This time, i'm not that sad, cuz' i'm getting back my phoneee back tmr. Yay!(:
Actually tday can get back alr, but i thought it was tmr-.- wth.
So funny leh, my that lousy phone got confiscated tday, and i can get my phone back tmr.
So lucky. I just hope Siva will give me back my phone.
Was using my phone during physic lesson, Mr Yup saw it, ask me take out my sim card then he take away the phone. I'm feeling so worried now. I can't wait to get back my phone tmr manzx.

After sch, had a briefing on the OBS camp, because some of us have SYF, then we have to postponed our OBS camp, kinda sad though. Can't go with the other Sec 3. But i guess i'm alright with it. We even have to have medical check-up first. I'm so afraid of jabs. Pray hard that i'm not gonna have any. Slacked at the library during guzheng, Valerie borrowed a book call " Achieving Excellence". I thought she was joking when she said she wanna borrow it. hahah. It's like what Mdm Aishah would like us to read one.

I miss my Pig Boyfriend.):

decode

2009-03-02T20:41:00.003+08:00

Sch was super tired tday, had 2.4km ran in the morning. I can lose my fats manzx, if i keep running 2.4km every morning. hahaha. craps. Lessons tday slack all th way. Had the HCA talk, kinda boring. CCA kills me. The rain was really big tday, the thunder super loud, i wonder if any birds got struck by lighting. hahaha. I knw i sounds so stupid. My Pig Boyfriend says he wanna give me tution. hahah. I'm so random.

I'll probaly give a better post tmr. haha.
Byeeee Homieees.(:

those days,

2009-03-01T19:23:00.002+08:00

Memories, can~~not~~ be erased.

Wake up, had tution, lie on my bed, watched tv, iron my uniform, had medicine(yucks!), cleaned up my room, sleep, bathed, using com now.
That's basically what happened tday. Bored i knw.
My Pig went for dance lesson tday. hahaha. I'm so random lah.
I'm gonna go eat my spaghetti, daddy is nagging again, byeeee homies!(:

Mixed Tape Love

2009-02-28T21:49:00.004+08:00

"My mixed tape love."

I feel like a dumb ass, for believing in your lies.
Today, dad drove me, E-Val, Ting fang to Aishah's hse. Reach there damn early.
Ting fang keep saying she's hungry. She very funny i tell you. She keep di siao Yong kuan with her sex bands. Then she was poking the fish tank to scare the angel fish, i told her the fish might scared to death, she keep poking. *Laughs*
We stayed until 3pm plus, then we walked to the MRT station. I went to woodlands to meet up with Josephinee & her sissy. Went to Yew tee to have our hair cut. I'm quite happie with my hair.^^V
After that, went to Mac and had ice-cream. Had Mcflurry.
I really gotta stop putting ice-cream and cold drinks in my mouth.
I'm still having coughs. puffs.):

I hope this time round, it would be much better.♥

Déjà vu

2009-02-27T20:36:00.006+08:00

"Disheartened"

forgotten, erased, gone.

Typical school day, nothing much happened actually. I'm so bored now.):
Been having a really bad cough these few days. And flu too.
School is kinda boring nowadays. Teachers sucks. But most of all, my principal SUCKS.
Tonight was actually going to exciting, but sad, the BBQ was cancel. How stupid.):
Arghs. Nvm, tmr i'm going out with E-Val(Valerie Tay Xin Pei) to Aishah hse.
And i'm gonna have my hair cut with Josephinee Ng tmr. Yay!(:

♥;
She was the one, who held you tight all along, and never let go.
You were the one who let go, and never came back.

Smile (:

2009-02-24T20:48:00.003+08:00

At first when I see you cry Yeah it makes me smile At worst I feel bad for a while
But then I just smile I go ahead and smile.

I love chocolates and i'm getting fat if i continued to eat them everyday.):
I have sore throat and cough, freaks, my throat is in pain.):

Yaw my pretty readers.
I didn't update for quite a long time. You guys must have missed me alot alot.
Just admit it. Haha.
Monday had PE, Mr Poh didn't come, so there was this Mr Yang. I like Mr Poh better, he's cuter. hahaha. Run 4 rounds of the field, i'm so tired aft that, but my best timing for one round of field was 1min 15second. hahaha. Was freaking tired aft that, even had standing broad jump, i'm so lousy at that, don't laugh okay.

Had modern dance aft that, that red cloth is freaking hard to control manzx, i gotta practise manzx.

Today, got back history paper, i scored 8/18. I'm so weak at source based question cos i didn't bother to follow the skill at all. Craps! Life sucks. English was even suckier. Those people who can score A1 in english at O level must be freaks manzx. Life isn't fair at all, some people are born prettier than others, some are richer than others while some are smarter than others. Get over it. Guzheng was craps, i was slacking there all day, drawing domokun on the whiteboard, cos i was freaking bored, you see.

Ohyah, Mdm Aishah invited us to her hse on this Saturday, actually i don't intend to go one, but Valerie Tay keep saying she want go and try Mdm Aishah cooking skill. Mdm Aishah even say cannot wear short shorts & mini skirts or revealing clothes. hahahaha. damn funny. I intend to wear leggings that day.

This week is a busy week, friday, after CCA, gonna go to Ezekial BBQ party, then on saturday, gonna go to Mdm Aishah hse after that meet up with Josephinee and we're going for a haircut, it's been ages since i have a hair cut, cos i was waiting my hair to grow long. weets.^^

Byeeee homies!(;

I want a someone who will stand by my side no matter what.

poker face.

2009-02-21T10:37:00.004+08:00

Can’t read my, Can’t read my, No she can’t read my poker face.

Sup Homieees.
Dad won't let me use com ystd, he told me to do hw.
But ystd, i watched tv whole night, and didn't touch my hw. Hahaha. Craps i know.
I'm secretly using it now. *Shhhhh*

And did you ever wonder, how it feels to be left alone, watching them laughing away, but you're not with them, sitting in a corner, feeling disappointed and totally sad. That's how i feel, but i bet you didn't knw that.

And yes, i made myself a diary. I wrote everything down when i'm bored.
Hahaha. Ystd, had F&N test, argh, i think i'm gonna flunk it alr. I wrote craps in the paper.
Whatever. Ystd was hell boring guzheng, I slacked whole day okay. Craps! So slack!
I'm so bored now. I hate homeworks, i hate tutions, i hate my school.
It's taking all my energy, and i'm tired of it. No, i don't want it this way anymore.

How do we refresh our chemistry that we once have?

Face down.

2009-02-18T20:01:00.002+08:00

"I'm sorry, but i hate you."

Do you feel like a man. When you push her around? Do you feel better now, as she falls to the ground? Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end. As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

I LOVE PUNK I LOVE PUNK I LOVE PUNK I LOVE PUNK I LOVE PUNK I LOVE PUNK.
\M/

Craps. Today is sucha boring day too. Morning, Aishah ask me how long i take to tie my hair, then i said 15minutes, then she say i focused too much on appearence, wth. She say she wanna see my Daddy and want me to get out of her class. SUCKER-.- Go eat shit lah, Bitch.

I feel like making my own diary, and record every single things that happened in my life. I'm so gonna make one. hahaha. Had Physics test today, lucky got study, so most of the question can do. I pray hard that i can pass. haha. During recess get caught by principal, she say my culottes too short. She wanted me to see her after school, i didn't want my culottes to get confiscated again, so i thought of a very clever way, Hahaha!

I exchanged my culottes with Josephinee Ng, then she wear mine, we inside the toliet cubical keep laughing at each other sia. haha. Her's very long, then mine very short. Hahaha, then i wear the long one and go see principal, i even re-tie my hair, cos i knw she will say one. She said she's gonna put me into monitering again, but lucky after she see my attire so good, she never say anything liao. She talk craps me me, then i act like i understand then keep saying yeah yeah yeah. hahaha, she even shake hand with me after talking, wth. hahaa. I think she's better then Aishah. Maybe i'm wrong, but whatever. haha.

"Where's my rainbow?"

Broken.

2009-02-17T20:52:00.004+08:00

"Remember those walls I built, Well baby they're tumbling down now."

I'm playing funny faces with the two little girls outside my window. hahaha. craps.
They're so cute!
Another typical school day, nothing much happened actually, i'm so bored during lessons.
BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED !
Most of the time, i'm so bored, no one talk to me. They only talk to each other. Craps!
They're so mean. I shld bring a teddy bear and talk to the teddy bear everytime.
School sucks! haha. Had photo taking today, and Mrs Kok was walking around our class checking our attire, this time, i never take two pouch, haha! Craps i know.
After school, gossip with Josephinee & E-Val. We're so mean manzx.

"Give me a rainbow and i'll give you a kiss."

awakened.

2009-02-16T20:42:00.008+08:00

"I'm not her, she's not me, we're different in every way."

16th Feb 2009

I'm so damn pissed off by that bitch in the morning, i was going to clip my hair alr, then she come frm behind, hit my shoulder there, and say " Don't hide, Peishi, i know, go to the toliet now and clip your hair." Don't hit me please Bitch, you don't have the right okay, don't even touch me, so what if you're a teacher, and i never scold you infront of your FACE okay, don't accuse me you bitch. I DISLIKE you. Don't show off your big eyes infront of me, asshole. Yeah, i wished i could get out of your class, but i'm not staying in that class because of you, get it clear.-'-
I hate to even see your face or hear your voice, sucker.

One thing to be happy about, i got full marks for chemistry test, all credits goes to my tution teacher. hahaha. CCA today was freaking tired, teacher never came today, so slack quite alot.
So bored, there's sch tomorrow. wth.

15th Feb 2009

Bob is sending Kahseng to oversea. *Laughs*

Vincent's pole dance.

I'm stepping on Kahseng's head, craps. hahaha.

Love!

We even draw cute animal faces on their hands, hahaha!

Domokun!(Bob)

Pig!(Vincent)

Kahseng's one is the cutest, cat.

Meet with Josephinee at Cwp first ard 1pm+, then bought some things, then went off to meet Wayne, Grace, Geok theng & Qiyin. Meet up with the guys at Yishun, then went to take the bus, to the airport. Slack in the bus. Finally reach the airport, had our lunch there, I dk how to spell the name of the resturant, hahaha. But the food is tasty alright. Hahaha! Did the photo album for Miss Nadia, very pretty okay. Slack at the airport for very long, the guys keep doing stupid things so funny. Hahaha. Especially Vincent, such a pervert, taking videos somemore.
Abt 7pm+ left to find Miss Nadia, Ivan keep shouting "I LOVE YOU" to Miss Nadia, so funny.
All the Best for Miss Nadia!:D

Sweetest surrender.

2009-02-15T11:04:00.004+08:00

Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
Sugar is sweet, and so are you.

I miss your smile, i miss your kiss, i miss you standing right by my side.
Waddups lovers. Shall post abt ystd. haha.
Met up with Zy at semb MRT, haha, exchanged prezzie. Zy's prezzie is very sweet. Thanks Zy! hehs. Trained to Dhoby Ghaut, we didn't really talked alot, just smile at each other. Hahaha.

We then walked to Cathay, the cinema is damn huge okay, next time, i wanna go with Breastfriends! Bought our tickets, we choosed

"The Curious Case of Benjamin Button". Then walked to Plaza Sing, walk around, haha, then walked back to the Cathay and sat down and chat. hahaha. Finally, we bought our popcorns then went to the movie theatre, the movie is quite nice, 4/5 although it's quite long and draggy at the end, but it is very interesing and funny also. Not bad!:D haha. After that, went to Marina Square. Ate at the food court then walked around. Left at around 8pm+. Zy send me home, thanks! hahaha. Later i'll be going out with Josephinee. Hope there's pics to upload!hahaha.

Be happy with what you have now.

Chasing cars

2009-02-13T19:50:00.003+08:00

If I lay here, if I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

And I will be all that you want and get myself together, cause you keep me from falling apart.
Hey Homieees, weets, tution was cancel for tonight, cause my tution teacher ain't freeee, but that's cool for me alright, cuz' i'm damn tired also. hehs. I'm waiting for Zy to onlineeeee. haha.

Okay, today is the celebration of total defence day, which is kinda crap, but, had fun with my grp alright! Did 3D model building for our grp, we made a HDB flat, haha, although it's not really very pretty but every single one of us put in lots of efforts, and to us, it's beautiful. haha. Also had photo taking, wth, Aishah go and put her hands around Josephinee, how dare she! Girlfriends and i exchanged gifts with each other, we got alot of prezzie in our hands. hahaha. I (L) my Girlfriends! They rock my world! haha. \m/

Anyway, Got my sim card back alr, and all thanks to CHEN JIA MIN! She very good leh, accompanied me to find Mr Siva, she rocks my socks. haha. Mr Roy told us to knock on Mr Siva's window, so we
"Knock, knock, knock, knock, knock..." haha, then he walked past and came out.
I told him that i want to take back my sim card, he then go inside and pass me my phone pouch from outside the window.
Here's the conversation:(i've cut some words.)

*Jiamin and i trying hard to get the sim card out*
Then we ask Mr Siva to help us also, he also cannot take out. *laughs*

Mr Siva: I think you girls go and find someone to help you to take out your sim card,
then you return me your phone.

Me: haha, you not scared i run away ah?

Mr Siva: No, i believe you have responsibilty to bring in back. *laughs*

Then Jiamin and i ask help from our seniors who were talking to Mr Roy, they also cannot take out, then Mr Roy try, he pull out the sim card, then we all go *WAHHHHH*, funny leh him, then he even want to keep my sim card. haha. Then i ask Jiamin "This is the sim card ah?" I know i abit stupid. haha. then Mr Roy say:" You mean you use a phone for so long, you don't even know what's a sim card, don't tell others you're studying in WRSS." *laughs*

Mr Siva and Mr Roy is very good teachers, and they are funneh too. hahaha!
Well, that's the overall for today. haha. Woah, my longest post. hahaha.
Byeeee Homieees! And lastly,

Happy Valentine Day people!
May all lovers last long.
And for those single ones, single rocks too! haha.

So lost.

2009-02-12T20:32:00.005+08:00

Would you care if i'm gone for a day?

And yes, my life sucks. Seriously. I don't even know why am i caring so much abt what that Aishah said and even made me cried. I feel that i'm so weak. Thanks gf for cheering me up, i (L) you girls. I'm feeling so tired & sick of school.
I'm sick of seeing you.
I'm sick of rules.
I'm sick of pretending.
I'm sick of trying.
I'm sick of lies.

Had e-maths test today, i didn't really figured out one question, zzz, wth, i thought i could do well this time. I pray hard i can at least pass. I don't know why i'm so sad today. hehs. I just want everything to be better tomorrow. Okay, gonna have Valentine's day gift exchange with girlfriends tmrw, hehs. I gotta start wrapping prezzie now. They gotta love it. hahaha.

I need someone by my side.

Tmrw, will be on9 at ard 10plus. hehs.(:

Beautifully Damaged.

2009-02-11T20:09:00.002+08:00

Love like you've never been ~~hurt~~ before.

I can't do without you.
Waddup Homieeees!
Had SS tests today, i wrote damn lot of craps.hahaha. Pray hard that i can at least pass!:B
School was pretty bored, as per normal, but it just got damn freaking bored cos of my phoneee.
Life sucks at my school, seriously.-'-
The principal is shit.

Lessons was blah blah blah. After sch, went to cwp with Josephinee & Xinru.
To shopped for Valentine's day gifts. hahaha, i had a really hard time deciding what to buy for each of them. I hope they like it! hehs.
Bought donuts after shopping, then went back homeeeee.
Weets, Valentine's day is getting closer and closer.
I'm getting butterflies in my stomach.
hahaha, till here, Homieeees! \m/

Baby, it's love.

You and i Collide.

2009-02-10T22:39:00.003+08:00

You make me feel special even when i know i'm not.

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find,
You and I collide.

Yaw Homieees, changed blogskin again, cuz' i'm sick of navigation skins, hahaha.
Got nothing much to post anyway. But, just to keep my blog alive.
Things have got better now, i guess.
School was as usual, today had food rationing for the total defence day.
We were give 1 food coupon, then each of us get 2 packets of biscuits. I ate one packet only, then gave the rest. hahaha. During free period, played sissors paper stone with Josephinee, Sheena and Ruihong, the loser gotta eat the biscuits. haha, kinda lame, but quite fun also. hees.

After school, wait for Xinru with Sissy, wanted to find Mr Siva, but he went for meeting.
Wtf. I will look for him tomorrow, i swear to god. I will be positive from now on! :D
Cheers!^^V

♥My hearts in two.

Thinking of you.

2009-02-09T20:43:00.002+08:00

Run baby run, don't ever look back.

Without you, it'll never be the same.
Today, had PE in the morning, damn funny loh, i don't know which one is my right or left.
Then Mr Poh say next time i drive car sure cause accident one. haha.
Had EL, i realised EL always ended very fast one, so diff. from other lessons, maybe very slack.
Then was SS, boring, i feel like sleeping sia, keep yawning. Then Read&Reflect. ZZZ.
Boring i tell ya'. After sch, had modern dance, 50sit-ups, 20backlifts, 15leglifts.
My body gonna ache tomorrow, for sure. Well, i don't wanna talk about unhappy things.
It'll just spoil my mood. haha. The moon is so beautiful tonight, someone catch it for me.
Hahaha.

Take me to somewhere, only you and i know.

Fate

2009-02-08T21:31:00.002+08:00

Do you believe in fate?

Boy, you'll never know how deep i've fallen for you now.

Daddy told me tomorrow, the moon gonna be really beautifully. The most beautiful one. I can't wait to see it. hahaha. I don't even know that until Daddy told me. How stupid! Went to have dinner just now, guess who i saw at Sunplaza? Zy leh! Hahaha, omg, i can't even believed it myself. It's so amazing. hahaha, craps! I know i sound like an idiot. I didn't even know it until Zy told me. And we were just inside the same lift okay. How unbelieveable! Heees.

You told me once, i was the only star in your sky.